| Wednesday, August 02, 2006 |
| The beginning |
I have started way to many blogs in my life, but I plan on trying to keep up with this one. With that said, on to the boringness of me.
-I'm 22 and I still don't really know what I want to do with my life.
Yup. That's about it. I planned on making a long drawn out list about my life and where I see myself in 20 years, and blah blah blah. For now, that's basically all I can think about. It's pounded into my head by my mother and my brilliant cousins. When are you going back to college? Are you going to finish nursing school even though you aren't sure that's what you want to do? Why aren't you married yet? Why don't you make better money? Why aren't you as smart as us (no, they haven't asked that, but damn it, they might as well). It hurts to know my family isn't really behind me. I know it's difficult for them considering I am the fuck up of the family. Truely. Let me give you a little background.
-My uncle has 5 PhD's. 5. Fuck man, how am I suppose to live up to that?
-My cousin in married, is a music director for a well known music school, makes awesome money, has a new baby, has the all around wonderful life.
-My other cousin is brilliant. I don't know what he IQ is, but I really don't want to either as it will make me feel terrible.
-Most of my cousins are married, have cute babies crawling around and they live in beautiful houses. I live in a studio apartment on the bad side of town.
-My aunt owns her own Christian school.
I like my life, I really do. I'm not unhappy with it, so why should they be? It's like, my mom won't leave me alone about getting married. She won't leave Christian alone either. Everytime she sees us she asks us about marriage. Mom, shut the fuck up. You make the entire situation uncomfortable for the both of us. It will happen when it happens. I love him, and he loves me. So really, what's the problem? We are living in sin? Wah. The sin is good. Feels great.
-sigh- I'm done ranting for now.
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